Monday, August 28, 2017

So Much Grace

2 Samuel 11 & 12, 1 Chronicles 20, Psalm 51

I’ve always found it interesting that this story is not in Chronicles.
David living life with God’s favour.
David the shepherd of God’s people.

2 Samuel 11 tells the detailed story of David and Bathsheba and detailed correspondence between Joab and David regarding Uriah.  David calculating and measuring and covering up.   About proper mourning.  And then marriage. 

Under all the posturing and words.
The bottom line.
2 Sam 11:27”… the thing David had done displeased the LORD. “

2 Samuel 12 is the story of Nathan confronting David about what he has done.  The story of a rich man, taking the sweet lamb, the only love from the poor man. David taking the life of a man, for his own gain. The story about David’s little son and his pleading and fasting and laying on the ground over this little life.  But it was not to be.   And there are many other things that subsequently happen in David’s life because of this event. (vs 10 “…therefore the sword will never depart from your house.)

Before the chapter is out David confesses his sin and he repents, so very different from Saul. Saul deflected, David repented.  And Nathan tells of the LORD’s forgiveness.  But David does not escape the consequences of his choices and actions.  

We read about the very depths of David’s heart in Psalm 51.  A psalm of conviction and guilt.  Of humility and a repentant posture. Of renewal, change, cleansing, and growth. Forgiveness.  This amazing thing that is only possible with the Grace work of God.  

Ps 51:10 “Create in me a pure heart O GOD,
And renew a steadfast spirit within me.
11 Do not cast me from your Presence
Or take your Holy Spirit from me.
12 Restore to me
The joy of your salvation
And grant me a willing spirit
To sustain me.”

David walks the path of regret and of shame and of loss.
And the reality of walking without God’s favour is more than he can imagine.
And he mourns that alternative.
He feels this sorrow as deeply as feels the joy of life with God.

David and Bathsheba mourn the loss of their son.
This very real consequence but they also find comfort. 
And forgiveness.
And they get on with their lives.  
And have another son, Solomon.
2 Sam 12: 24 “The LORD loved him, and because the LORD loved him, He sent word through Nathan, the prophet to name him Jedidiah –‘ loved by the LORD’.  “  

In the grand scheme of things God longs for us to walk with him. To have fellowship and relationship. And that nothing should come between us.  The reality of it is so often something does come between us that affects our communion with God.  

But that’s never the end of the story.   Our story.  God’s Story.  

In the grand scheme, when we walk humbly with our God, repent and ask for forgiveness, God longs to give it.  Made possible by the sacrifice once and for all in Jesus.   The consequence may always live with us, but we would have our relationship with God restored, and continue to serve Him and receive His blessing.  His abundance and plenty.   Called out of wilderness and wandering back to the quiet waters and green pastures.  Milk and honey. 

This gritty spot.
It’s so messy.  
Owning your wrongs.
Feeling the full weight of them.
Who wants to even feel that? 
That broken heart feeling. 

At this house, I read Psalm 51 in the morning.
And then it came around again during our evening supper devos.
The same reading twice.

You know what they say….
If you hear it twice or more it must be something you are meant to hear.

I missed it earlier.

That David was the recipient of the greatest things he needed.  

Mercy.
And Grace.

With God there is turning back.
With God there are second chances. 
Opportunities for do overs.
So crucial to our stories!
Grace.  Over so many errors of our ways. 

And showing Grace and Mercy to others.
Passing it on. 
“ May the peace that You give
Change the way that we live. “

These encounters with the Living God.
In Whose Glorious Presence we could never stand. 
And yet. 
He washes our robes whiter than snow.

And changes the way that we live.  

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